Words
“Even before a word is on my tongue,
behold, Adonai, You know all about it.” (Ps 139:4, TLV)
It was interesting for me to
find that the Hebrew word translated as ‘tongue’ is the word lâshôn (Strong’s H3956), a word that many of us are familiar with
in connection with lashon hara, or
the ‘evil tongue’. Though ‘tongue’ is an
accurate translation of the word, lâshôn also means speech, or language,
which is what is implied in our opening verse.
King David is
the author of Psalm 139, and it bears remembering the high standard to which he
was accountable as the leader of the nation of Israel. We have recorded for us the wrongdoing and
mistakes that he made, of which the cost to him was great. In this Psalm, David is acknowledging the judgement that he is facing, admitting that
Elohim is completely justified in His right-ruling.
We must focus for a moment on
the previous verse in order to understand what is being said here. Judgment was the focus in verse 3 of this
Psalm, and it is still present here as well.
What, exactly, is the word that would be coming out of our
mouths? Excuses, trying to justify the
behavior that had taken place, all the while knowing it was wrong.
Unfortunately, trying to
justify ourselves is something we are all
guilty of, at one time or another.
And it begins at a very early age!
I remember not too long ago, watching a short video of two young
children, toddlers really, who had been caught playing in an open can of
paint. Everything bore witness to their
distribution of said paint: all over their bodies, all over the walls, and if I
am remembering correctly, this took place in a bathroom, so it was also over
the shower stall and commode. When asked
why they had done this, the standard reply of ‘I dunno’ was the initial
response. When questioned further, each
toddler blamed the other: ‘He/she made me do it’.
Though this video was cute and
funny at the time, in reality, it isn’t.
How often do we push the blame for what we have done or said somewhere
else? Looking at my own life, I see that
it is far too frequent. Taking ownership
and responsibility of our mistakes and wrongdoings is a sign of maturity, and
excuses are no longer acceptable.
Father, forgive me, for I have sinned. Forgive, please, all the puny, paltry excuses
I have made trying to justify behavior that I knew was wrong. Help me, Father, to ‘admit it, and quit it’,
and to stay on the path of righteousness that You have directed me
towards. Amein.
“Create in me a clean heart, O Elohim, And
renew a steadfast spirit within me. Do not cast me away from Your presence, And do not take Your Set-apart
Spirit from me. Restore to me the joy of Your deliverance, And uphold me, Noble
Spirit! Let me teach transgressors Your
ways, So that sinners turn back to You.” (Ps 51:10-13)
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